AUDIENCE: SOO-WON

[retellers]

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[recrowns]

[goat where is his new change of clothes please

but unfortunately he doesn't seem to care about that. instead he's just going to return the embrace, tea be damned, and the hold is warm and gentle. he won't squeeze too tightly given his own injuries, but he doesn't seem to shy away from the touch either.]

... thank you for telling me.

And confronting something so hard with me.

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[ ... eventually, he pulls away, and manages a smile. ] Thank you for listening. [ can't wait for soo-won to later stab him and prove that all of his friends will betray him but anyway ]

[recrowns]

[soo-won will only betray goat emotionally and he'll give fair warning if he ever goes for it!

that's better right (no)

but for the moment, he seems to just allow goat to pull away and he'll offer a smile back, sad as it is]

Of course. You can always rely on me.

... I wish that I had more to say, but I'm afraid I don't have any more answers than you. People can be unpredictable, and it can be hard to discern trust.

Even still, I wish that you hadn't been hurt.

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[ he shakes his head. ] You don't need to give me any answers. I am--simply glad you are here. I think it would've been much worse had I regained that memory without any friends,

[recrowns]

[he nods along with that]

Then if it's a matter of being present, that's simple.

We're friends, Goat. I'm not afraid of you, and I have no intentions of giving up on you.

Please continue to believe in me.

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[ ... ] I will. As long as you can believe in me, as well. [ "i'm sure you will continue to fail for eternity." ]

[recrowns]

I don't see why not.

[soo-won can believe in people as friends rather easily, after all. and they've talked enough that he thinks that goat is someone who he likely wouldn't have to remove for the greater good.

so it's fine.]

... did you want me to share what I remembered as well? So we can be even.

[he normally would look for the chance to slide away but dammit the effect]

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[ suffer ] If you are willing. I won't force you if you're uncomfortable.

[recrowns]

[ . . . . ]

No, it would be in poor taste - given all that I press you.

[and in this case he actually has something in a similar ballpark that he can offer up in exchange.]

.... you know that I am a king -

But there was something missing from my memories by the first week that we arrived. And that thing that went missing was the fact that I reached my position by killing the previous king, my uncle.

Yona's father, Il.

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Yona... that child with the hair of sunset, correct? [ ... ] Why did you do it?

[recrowns]

[ . . . ]

Because the country has no need for a weak king.

[and while his expression seems shuttered off at that - he does seem to recall:]

.... they stole away part of him from me this week but I... I remember all the murmurs about the type of person he was. Kind and against violence. He banned all weapons and in order to avoid war, he would give up land at our borders to the neighboring countries. But....

A ban on weaponry does not mean that the black market cannot find them, and stockpile them for a revolt. Giving up land at our borders only shows weakness and can invite invasion at a later date - not to mention the turmoil it may cause our citizens for shifting who is governing them. He gave into all demands made of him, and the tribes in our country splintered because they couldn't follow or respect him.

... I gave him time. I waited ten years to see what he might do, how he might guide the country.

But... since he thought that Yona was the reincarnation of King Hiryuu, the first monarch and descendant of the gods, he valued her protection above all else. He thought that relying on the gods would be enough to protect the country - while the people suffered everywhere. Only the castle was a blissful place.

... I don't remember much about him - but I remember that I loved him, too. He must have been nice, I think, because kindness is a sweet sentiment.

But in the end, no one could be saved with kindness alone.

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No one can be saved with kindness alone, is it... [ he falls quiet for a while, looking somber. quietly, ] ... Yes, perhaps you are right. [ ... ] I don't claim to understand the intricacies of human politics, but if nothing else... It may be callous of the gods to do nothing, but perhaps it's for the better that humans resolve their own strife, rather than have the gods take away their will by interfering.

[recrowns]

[ . . . . he smiles gently at that and reaches out to place a hand on goat's shoulder - ]

I love kind people. There is nothing wrong with being kind - it is only when kindness is in abundance without caution, or focused on one person no matter a person's responsibilities...

[that's when he thinks that it turns into selfishness, or an inability to rule.]

... I don't know what it's like in other worlds - but my people don't need to rely on the guidance of the gods. They have the power to help themselves.

[a beat]

How many people will die while waiting for the divine?

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... Mm. Humans are capable of great things--things even gods cannot do. Perhaps not always individually, but as a whole. They have no need to wait, if they believe in their own power.

[recrowns]

[ . . . things that even gods cannot do.

there's a soft smile at that - is that so? he does love his people.]

.... it's why I can't die here. I must return to my country, and help guide the people so that they don't have to live in disarray again.

[he feels so strongly about his kingdom, his responsibility. but he'll reach for his tea regardless and sigh after taking a sip]

.... have any of the other Leaders realized that the removed can be revived?

[anyway. business.]

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[ ... ] I don't know. I wasn't sure how to broach the subject without, um, explaining how I know. [ goat no good at lying ] And given my own reluctance, any other Leader with that knowledge would probably be the same...

[recrowns]

[ . . . . ]

For what it's worth, I think that by now almost every Leader should know what I've done - the only one I'm uncertain of is Swan, because I'm not sure if Taako trusts me enough to avoid lying. Though only Wolf, Tiger, and Fox should know that I'm on your team.

I've sent others to ask their leaders and I hope to collect the information by the end of the week -

But Hikaru came up to me yesterday, charging in and telling me the dead could be revived. So I was wondering if she'd heard it from you...

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... Well, I wonder. You're not the only one I told, since a few of my team members came to speak with me yesterday. So while I told them to be cautious with that knowledge, perhaps word is getting around among those they trust... It's not impossible that another Leader learned when I did, at least.

[recrowns]

That's what I was wondering.

When the animal icon on my PHS is blinking - does that mean something? Did that appear for anyone besides me?

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It seems that it happened for everyone on my team. I think it was because I regained some of my memories. Though none of my team members came to see me because of that specifically.

[recrowns]

[he nods along with that]

Rabbit's team didn't get it - so that means that no one on Rabbit's team killed. I'll look into the rest.

It's good to know though.

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Good luck. I hope your investigation bears fruit... You seem to be very good at forming connections, at least.

[recrowns]

[there's just a little bit of a smile at that]

Someone else has been telling me that lately....

I like people. I think I'm just fortunate in the sense that they seem to like me too.

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Despite what you have done, you are an easy person to like.

[recrowns]

[ . . . . . .

is he?

there's something cloudy in his expression at that and he seems like he wants to avoid saying something but

the fucking effect - ]

... are you sure?