AUDIENCE: SOO-WON

[retellers]

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[recrowns]

[GOAT NEEDS TO STOP HUGGING]

Precisely so - but at least if everyone I spoke to is willing to be honest, we'll be able to verify some truths for each team.

It's not a terrible position to be as a starting place... and my hope is that Sharon might still be able to act on her own wherever she is, so long as her soul exists.

[retellers]

[ SOO-WON FIRST ] We will see. I was being truthful when I said that you shouldn't expect anything from those who have passed, to my knowledge.

[recrowns]

[HE WON'T BECAUSE THAT'S RUDE WHEN GOAT WAS THE ONE WHO NEEDED COMFORT]

I'll choose to believe that - but perhaps it's a matter of regaining memories?

[he's not sure]

At the very least, she knows what the goal is and seemed capable enough, so I don't mind relying on her.

[retellers]

[ STOP GOAT JUST LETS PEOPLE DO WHATEVER THEY WANT WITH HIM soo-won could punch him right now and he would be confused but also just go "well i guess that's what soo-won wants to do." ] What exactly did you two discuss that night...?

[recrowns]

[WELL GOAT ISN'T PULLING AWAY SO IN THE END THEY'RE GOING TO BE LEFT HERE FOREVER, JAN]

... she told me what she lost, and why it mattered to her more than anything to try to get it back. I told her why I couldn't die, because I have a nation that is relying on me. So I can't afford to meet my end here.

Though I told her that I didn't believe that the 'removed' were completely out of consideration - you hesitated to tell me before, in a way that didn't result in consequences, and perhaps I believed too much in the idea that there was more you couldn't say. [but it worked out? sort of?] So I told her that even if one of us were to be removed, they would have to work in accordance with the will of the victor.

Because ultimately we didn't have a problem with each other - it was only with the Realm for making us participate in this sort of business.

[ultimately pragmatic and soo-won's tendency to try to get whatever leverage he can in most situations]

[retellers]

[ SOO-WON HAS TO LEAVE AT SOME POINT ] ... I see. Then, I hope that that child's soul found some peace with that resolve.

[recrowns]

[yea but like later]

... I don't know. I'd like to ask her, but it sounds like I won't be able to.

Even still - I know that she told me... that she wants me to live.

[with her last breath]

So I don't intend to go easily, else it end up being a fruitless endeavor for both of us.

[retellers]

... It sounds like she believed in you. [ ... ] I am glad, at least, that there were no hard feelings between the two of you. Death is enough of a burden to carry, even without hatred.

[recrowns]

[ . . . . . there's a bit of a huff at that, gentle, distantly amused, and a bit rueful.]

... well, I know what I've done. To take a life remains to be something difficult, even if it was a situation where I didn't have a choice but to do so.

But I can carry one more person's belief.

Given that the nova generated for our team was likely hers.... I don't mind carrying her wish along with me as well. It's the least that I could do.

[retellers]

... If her death contributed to our nova, I don't believe it was as much as you suspect. Much of it was gained from different times in the week. Though I don't know if that makes it better or worse...

[recrowns]

[innnnnteresting

he hums thoughtfully at that]

.... it depends, I suppose. It makes me wonder what Rabbit and Wolf's teams are doing, exactly, that manage to make them catch so much of a lead.

Do you have any new clarification about what causes nova to gather? Strong emotions, like that after trial, participating in the oddities on Wednesday, and harming another person?

[retellers]

[ ... ] We still don't always know exactly... but your bonds with one another--and perhaps with us, the Leaders--may be one source. What you went through on Thursday, another. Wednesdays and the conclusion of trials have been the most consistent. Though in regards to the latter, less nova was gathered last week than the first, because of, um, the results... [ y'all voted for an innocent ]

[recrowns]

[ . . . .

it takes him a moment to ask - but he has to. he truly feels as though he has to, even though he keeps his expression level.]

.... if they voted for me in a later week, even if I hadn't harmed someone that given night, how would that ultimately affect the nova? Would it gather more because I had been guilty at some point?

[retellers]

Um... I don't quite know how the "system" works [ please don't ask this of the least tech-savvy npc ] but I don't think so...

[recrowns]

[ . . . . ]

I'll look into it then.

[but - ]

Though I don't have much interest in dying, so it'd likely only be as an absolutely necessity.

[like if it's the last bit of nova they need to get home or something - but that's only if it actually ends up working]

So if we get it wrong, it generates less nova....

[retellers]

I believe the "system" no longer... recalls that you took a life? So it would be equal to voting for anyone else. But that is correct.

[recrowns]

.... it forgot my crime that fast?

[retellers]

I am not sure if "recall" or "forget" are the right words... but I don't fully understand how technology works.

[recrowns]

In truth, I'm not clear on it either.

[he knows enough that he thinks goat is wrong but that's okay, points for effort]

But I understand the sentiment. So there's no longer any merit in me admitting to anything.

[retellers]

Only if it would bring you any comfort to, I suppose.

[recrowns]

Maybe at the end.

[he's

in no rush]

Some may still feel it more morally righteous to condemn someone who took a life at all, and I'm not looking to be anyone's first choice for death.

[retellers]

... Mm. In the absence of answers, people will look to what is easiest.

[recrowns]

Likely so - and I don't intend on becoming someone that they'll choose to vote for simply because it's pragmatic.

[though he doesn't sound judgmental - he expects that much. and it's because he expects it that he intends to avoid it]

Rather, I think it more pressing to find more answers about who harmed Cater.

Could you tell me if you directed someone to kill another?

[retellers]

I did not.

[recrowns]

Mm. I believe you.

[rather easily]

But it's a theory that's been passed around, given that some think that Virid was encouraged to kill. It's made me wonder if it's one of the Leaders, or something else.