[yay!! then he'll set to balance the tray carefully so that he can pour two cups of tea. once he's done, he holds out one cookie and tea cup out to tiger.
and once that's taken, he'll have a sip of his own tea and take a bite out of a cookie
... I suppose it depends on whether or not my sacrifice will truly provide benefit, or if it'd just be a balm to my own ego without thinking about who's left behind.
See, that's what I want to figure out. I'm a pretty big fan of the whole living thing, right? The me that I know... I like them, even if no one else might. But what about the parts of me that I don't know yet? What I don't remember, or what I haven't gotten to explore while here.
[ they take another sip. ]
I can't say that I'm the self-sacrificing type because you won't ever really know until you're in that situation. Someone can claim that they are all they want, but their words will only matter when they're in the moment where they need to make that choice.
[there's just a bit of a laugh at that, and he nods along]
Mm. I like living as well - and dying would cut out what time I do have. Even though I believe that all lives are equal... I get a choice of what I want to do with mine, and I'm not seeking to let go of it until I have to.
[he has his own ambitions and hopes, after all. though he can't help but wonder - ]
You have the aura of a nineteenth century youngest daughter who has a bit of a cough, but unbeknownst to everyone else, has managed to pinned down who has the most promising prospects in both the town and countryside.
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and once that's taken, he'll have a sip of his own tea and take a bite out of a cookie
just to prove there's no poison]
How are you today?
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but they will take the tea. ]
The same. Surprised you came to see me.
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he tilts his head at that]
Really? Why?
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[ they look at the tea and take a sip. ]
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But well, unless Hansa and Elsa both lied to me, you're their Leader, no?
I wanted to talk to you anyway since I didn't get a chance last week... but I think it's especially important now.
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[ another sip. ]
So, what are we talking about?
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If you're angry with me for what I've done, I'd rather know sooner than later.
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[ a pause ]
Usually, anyway.
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and then pauses]
Usually?
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[ . . . ]
Though I don't know if I'll ever truly understand.
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what comes out instead is - ]
... I suppose it depends on whether or not my sacrifice will truly provide benefit, or if it'd just be a balm to my own ego without thinking about who's left behind.
[a beat]
And you?
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they hop off the railing. ]
See, that's what I want to figure out. I'm a pretty big fan of the whole living thing, right? The me that I know... I like them, even if no one else might. But what about the parts of me that I don't know yet? What I don't remember, or what I haven't gotten to explore while here.
[ they take another sip. ]
I can't say that I'm the self-sacrificing type because you won't ever really know until you're in that situation. Someone can claim that they are all they want, but their words will only matter when they're in the moment where they need to make that choice.
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Mm. I like living as well - and dying would cut out what time I do have. Even though I believe that all lives are equal... I get a choice of what I want to do with mine, and I'm not seeking to let go of it until I have to.
[he has his own ambitions and hopes, after all. though he can't help but wonder - ]
Do you think that people don't like you?
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I know they don't like me. I don't actually care, but if anyone actually tries to hit me, I'm removing their bed.
[ sleep on the floor, you fucks. ]
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[though he still seems like
he's unclear on why tiger is disliked]
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but they will change the subject. ]
You seem to have a lot of people looking after you, at least, so hey. Maybe you won't die.
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but soo-won manages a smile at that]
That's the hope, though it makes me wonder if I come off as someone who needs to be worried over.
[yes]
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[ the response is immediate ]
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[he
can't help his surprise even though it was his suggestion]
Really?
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he's actually laughing]
Oh wow! Should I say thank you? I truly can't tell. You have a way with words, though.
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[ don't just accept the compliment ]
It works for you, at least.
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Fufu, I appreciate it -
I wish I could say more for you, but I think that we have to get to know each other a bit better. Though I do already enjoy your company.
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