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🐐🐺🐰🦊🐯🦒 ([personal profile] retellers) wrote2020-09-28 12:11 pm
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recrowns: (➸ it's not enough)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
And if they did, then you would let me be taken by surprise and discover it the same as everyone else come Friday?
recrowns: (➸ but the real bombshells)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
So you would rather have me suffer surprise, instead of worry.

[goat please]
recrowns: (➸ my heart moving?)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
.... stubborn old goat....
recrowns: (➸ for long)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Unless there's something that you've neglected to mention to me, I don't think my life is in immediate danger...?
recrowns: (➸ my heart moving?)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
.... but I can't hide anything from you.

[can't argue the rest of it tho]
recrowns: (➸ but the real bombshells)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
I'd rather not take a chance on which of my conversations you may or may not pay mind to....

[ . . . . but. fine. not the point. he sighs.]

But you might be in danger next week, and now I know, and I'm worried.

[he'll just say it.]
recrowns: (➸ for long)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
What would it take, then, for you to stop lying to me?

Because the truth became apparent regardless.
recrowns: (➸ living your life cutthroat)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . .

he seems more thoughtful about it this time, rather than immediately dismissing it.]


.... if I trust in your ability and what happens to you - will you be willing to trust me with what you might want to hide?
recrowns: (➸ i'm lying in the deep indigo)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
.... while that does reassure me -

I just don't want you to hide anything from me in the future, if you think I might not be able to take it well.
recrowns: (➸ it's not enough)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[welp.

he'll reach out to take goat's hand]


Do we have a deal?
recrowns: (➸ filling my vision)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . a nod.]

Then I'm going to trust in you, and I will...

[not worry? well, it's hard to say that so confidently.]

.... attempt to avoid worry, so you don't need to be concerned about my reaction.
recrowns: (➸ i'm lying in the deep indigo)

[personal profile] recrowns 2020-10-30 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid 'worry' is an emotion that's harder to control - one will always want to worry after their friends and the people that they care about. I'm not going to lie to you and suggest that I will be completely devoid of worry.

[because that's just. not possible.]

But what I will promise is that I will trust you even more than that, and will move past my worry because I would rather believe in you.

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