Hmmm... Worried, a little. I don't regret it if it's for the good of everyone, but... [ they lift a hand to their chest ] Sometimes I wonder who I used to be and what my life was like.
It's something that I'd thought when I first heard that you all gave up your memories for us -
It's rather selfless of you.... but getting caught in the nobility of it could be distracting from acknowledging the way you might all feel a bit hurt even now.
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Do people normally not like you...?
[he sounds
utterly baffled by this]
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[ they look at their hands and ball them up ]
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soo-won also looks at their hands
and reaches out to cover them with his own with a gentle touch and a smile]
I like you.
And I might have to go in a little bit to see other people, but for right now we can play.
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Really? We haven't talked that much.
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[he'll bring his hands back but does not seem shy at all]
Even if you don't remember all that much about yourself, I'd like to get to know you.
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For me, I want to know if there's anything else you'd like me to bring you as a gift in the future.
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[ they're going for. easy stuff, apparently. ]
I'm not picky, but I like stuff that's pretty? Food is nice, but it's better when it's something tangible I can keep for longer.
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[that's
most colors depending on time of day but okay]
Ah, like jewelry or art? Very nice stones?
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[ it's fine they'll call him out ]
All of that sounds good, yeah! I've been pressing flowers too, so they keep longer.
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[and not for sentimental reasons no way]
Then I'll try to bring you what lovely flowers I find.
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[like a NERD]
Do you have any favorites?
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Wisterias? Bellflowers? Lavender?
[well - ]
I'll just start bringing you whichever ones I can find.
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[zia what can he find are most flowers okay]
I also had another question that I've been asking all of you if you don't mind, though it's a bit heavier.
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Oh, sure. What is it?
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Do you feel worried about your memories being gone? Or do you feel any regret for letting them go?
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It's something that I'd thought when I first heard that you all gave up your memories for us -
It's rather selfless of you.... but getting caught in the nobility of it could be distracting from acknowledging the way you might all feel a bit hurt even now.
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You guys are losing your memories too. We agreed to this, and you didn't. I don't think our hurt matters that much.
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[he seems to agree - up until a point]
... but if I may - I think that even if you agreed, that doesn't change how you feel. And that's alright, if you do miss what you used to know.
Your hurt matters as much as anyone else's, because what you lost still matters to you.
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