Hmmm... Worried, a little. I don't regret it if it's for the good of everyone, but... [ they lift a hand to their chest ] Sometimes I wonder who I used to be and what my life was like.
It's something that I'd thought when I first heard that you all gave up your memories for us -
It's rather selfless of you.... but getting caught in the nobility of it could be distracting from acknowledging the way you might all feel a bit hurt even now.
Of course it does. But I don't want you guys to worry about us, or act like we're suffering when you're the ones who have to go through all of this, and we can't even help.
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Wisterias? Bellflowers? Lavender?
[well - ]
I'll just start bringing you whichever ones I can find.
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[zia what can he find are most flowers okay]
I also had another question that I've been asking all of you if you don't mind, though it's a bit heavier.
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Oh, sure. What is it?
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Do you feel worried about your memories being gone? Or do you feel any regret for letting them go?
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It's something that I'd thought when I first heard that you all gave up your memories for us -
It's rather selfless of you.... but getting caught in the nobility of it could be distracting from acknowledging the way you might all feel a bit hurt even now.
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You guys are losing your memories too. We agreed to this, and you didn't. I don't think our hurt matters that much.
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[he seems to agree - up until a point]
... but if I may - I think that even if you agreed, that doesn't change how you feel. And that's alright, if you do miss what you used to know.
Your hurt matters as much as anyone else's, because what you lost still matters to you.
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... I know that you feel as though that you have an awful lot of responsibility in this situation -
But you know that we care about you all too. Worrying is just a byproduct of caring. They come together, I'm afraid.
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I know. Still, I'd rather you all focus on yourselves, okay? We're fine.
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Don't know if I can do that.
[but he does offer up a smile]
I'll try - but I'm afraid I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't be worried about you even still moving forward. I hope you don't mind.
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[ they definitely sound like they're teasing ]
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[and he winks! little shit]
How are things with you and the others? I can't help but wonder what it's like inside your castle some days.
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[ goat is swan's favorite. ]
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[brackets can say that soo-won fucking loves goat so much]
What about Tiger? Aren't you three a bundle in a way?
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Tiger's kind of a jerk.
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... is that so...
That's too bad - it'd be nice if all of you could get along...
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So I suppose as long as you can still be just as effective...
[and then kano had scalpels in his shoes but it's cool]
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It'd be better if we were friends, but alliances can work out even if you're not close.
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As long as there's a sense of trust and respect?
Or at least a common goal, failing that.
[thinking of... his sweet disastrous generals...]
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