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GRAVEYARD
GRAVEYARD Well, that sucked. But no matter what your death was like—whether it was something peaceful or traumatic, you'll find yourself waking in a completely white room on the floor. Small and empty, there isn't anything else there besides an open door to walk through. But before you do that, you'll probably notice that whatever injuries you may have had, including whatever may have been the death blow, are now gone. That's exciting. Stepping out of the room, it seems that you're in a large... house? with three different floors. Everything from floor, ceiling to furniture is completely white, except for the drawings that are plastered to the walls in each room. These are all colorful, drawn in colored pencils and crayon, and resemble a child's drawing. The other notable thing are the windows. While they're present all around the building, looking out of them only shows TV static. Besides that, everything is furnished with the absolute bare minimum of each room. The first floor is all typical common areas one would find in a house. There's a kitchen, living room area, laundry room, dining room, and a main hallway where the stairs are. There are also helpful drawings in these rooms that show the rooms much more lavishly decorated than they actually are. There's a door that appears to be the way to exit the building, but it leads you to somewhere that's not the front lawn. The second floor consists of nothing but twenty bedrooms. Each room has one queen sized bed, an empty dresser, and an attached bathroom with only a sink, toilet, and shower. Like the first floor, each bedroom has drawn pictures that show it looking much more lavish than it actually does. Thanks for nothing, artist! The third floor only has two rooms. One appears to be a home office with nothing but a desk and two chairs, one behind it and one in front of it. On the desk are some blank pieces of paper along with crayons, as well as a written note next to them that says PLEASE DRAW THE PREFERRED ANIMAL :). It looks like this is how you ask for a meeting with a Leader. The other room is much larger, and it's completely empty save for the many drawings lining its walls— in fact, the walls are covered in them, much more than in any other room. On closer inspection, though, it seems like these aren't actually drawings? The papers seem to be showing scenes from the living area. Everything from inside the hotel to the areas beyond the bridge are visible here. However, when curfew hits on Thursday nights, they revert to being normal drawings! Except for the fact that they're all drawings of stick figures being murdered in various ways. Well. At least there's plenty of things to draw with, if you get bored. As of Week 3, each person has the ability to send messages on their PHS unlocked. |
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whyd you tell me not to trust him
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He did something unforgiveable to somebody important to me and doesn't remember.
[ It's a petty grudge. Telling Hikaru's because... well. Raven's original message said "Stay safe." and Kano'd always intended on keeping the message relatively intact. ]
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has he laid back down or is he just standing there with her PHS like an asshole. if its the latter she's just gonna jerk her head to the side quietly, a request for him to please sit down]
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she is grabbing her PHS back, but only long enough to erase what he said and scoot in so their shoulders touch, close enough so she can hold the phs out of snoopy eyeballs range and type where he can watch.]
how do you know he forgot
have you just tried asking him to apologize
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[ sort of!! ]
He denies doing anything.
I don't want his apology.
Apologies don't fix anything.
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to your special person
the person that he hurt deserves more of an apology than you do dont they?
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I'll still be mad at him though.
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id be really mad too
but if your special person really is that important you should stand up for them directly
if vezda doesnt understand who was hurt and why then of course he wont change
[See: her hitting him in the nuts with a broom handle when he was trying to kill kano. Sometimes you need to be direct about your intentions.]
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I won't spoonfeed him answers.
If I do, he won't think carefully about who he hurt and what he did.
[ Shuuya Kano does not spoonfeed! He makes things needlessly complicated for no good reason /: ]
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context is important or you can just make the whole thing confusing and worse
why do you think I ask you so much
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I'm not interested in forcing Vezda to change.
I'm allowed to be mad about past actions too.
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wanting someone to reconsider and change how they do something isnt always bad you know especially if its for the sake of somebody else
and its mad people that can make that stuff happen
im not nosy
i just wanna understand you better and i cant do that by guessing
i already hurt you and the people you care about enough by doing that
you say a lot more with your face sometimes then you ever do with your words but i cant read your mind
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Didn't I tell you to quit it with trying to understand me?
[ Or did he just imply it bc he never says anything outright. This is as direct as it comes, though ]
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knowing what you think and whats important to you just means i can treat you better thats all
i cant keep my promise to you otherwise and you tell me stuff that contradicts a lot so this is just my middle ground
i know theres stuff nobody can know but youll tell me if you cant
so isnt it ok to just be you as best as you can and let people meet you where you are?
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It's the same with you, isn't it?
[ Hikaru with her zero memories. Kano with his too many memories but also no sense of self. ]
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i am exactly who i need to be for right here and now
who i was will come back and who i will be is something i cant predict
all i want is to move forward with my own feet to a future without any more regrets
and if i couldnt at least try to understand somebody in a similar position as me then id regret it for the rest of my life
ive seen good parts of you and ive seen scary parts but its all still shuuya
shuuya being shuuya is all i need
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"Everything" is me, huh?
All the lies too?
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yeah
youre there cause i saw all of you even if it was for a second
i dont like the lies but i cant stop em
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But they're fun.
And very important.
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i just wish you didnt have to thats all
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When you know somebody's a liar, it becomes easy to figure out the truths, doesn't it?
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i think lying all the time would be exhausting
to never be able to say what you really feel or want and have to be making it up all the time
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