It's sad, because when the day comes, I get relieved when I don't sense anything because it means I don't have to ask one of you to do it, but then... it just turns into dread, knowing that someone else will have to and we won't know who.
I think that's... sort of the mood every week, in different ways. Feeling relieved when the people closest to you are okay, but then the dread of knowing you're going to lose someone else and you might not even pick someone who was guilty.
[ thinking of investigations and trials, and everything in between. ]
I think that... sometimes it depends on the memory. Since there are times where a major moment or person in your life might completely change your world view on things.
[ so losing that moment may change a lot about you. ]
Me neither. It's definitely not a field I know anything about so... maybe we'll just... hope that people don't change too much if they lose their memories going forward.
I think that's the basic nature of a lot of people here. There have been people I don't agree with all the time, but... they're all kind in their own ways, don't you think?
Not the sort of people who'd shun or abandon someone for forgetting something when it isn't their fault.
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she kisses her forehead. ]
I can imagine.
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[ thinking of investigations and trials, and everything in between. ]
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[ ... ]
That's probably a good thing though. It would be terrible if this got easier.
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I hate the dread, but I'll take it over feeling nothing.
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I think it's a good reminder of the person you are, too.
[ despite losing so many memories, knowing that at least you hadn't lost that part of yourself. ]
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At least... I think it doesn't. [ she wants to believe this is who she is, even without her memories. ]
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[ so losing that moment may change a lot about you. ]
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I think it happened to Raven, the week he died. But I think sometimes it might not be outwardly noticeable.
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I... suppose if it's something inside of you, then it's still you. It's just whether the people around you see it as "you", or not.
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Not the sort of people who'd shun or abandon someone for forgetting something when it isn't their fault.
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[ different people. maybe different death orders, so people who became rocks for others never got that chance. it's a little sad to think about. ]
But I do think everyone is kind, yes, even if some try very hard to hide it.
[ tsuns. ]
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Or they just have different ways of expressing that kindness, that others don't understand. Like showing you care rather than saying you do.