[ Well... there's probably no pretending she couldn't take Cater in a fight. Though most people could kill someone with enough surprise and willpower.
The people she's met here seem a little too softhearted to manage that much, though that doesn't make her feel much better. The sweet edge to her voice drops off as she mulls. ]
If I do that... the new 'rules' we got are going to try and kill me too, you know.
[ She's pretty sure they're aware, but just to point out how much she's putting herself out for. ]
[ it's said quietly, and they look at hilda more directly this time. ]
I know, it isn't fair. I shouldn't be putting this responsibility onto you or anyone else. There's no amount of apologies I can offer you that will make up for this request.
[ She's quiet for a moment, rubbing the ends of her hair between her fingers absently. It's possible she's being manipulated, and that Rabbit is lying. That this whole thing is just a sham.
But the risk if it's real is too much, and she's lost fights, she's not an idealist. Sometimes, you have to act and it's not pretty. That doesn't make her strong—but for better or worse, she's decisive.
She knows who she'd kill for, even if she doesn't realize yet who she'd die for. ]
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The people she's met here seem a little too softhearted to manage that much, though that doesn't make her feel much better. The sweet edge to her voice drops off as she mulls. ]
If I do that... the new 'rules' we got are going to try and kill me too, you know.
[ She's pretty sure they're aware, but just to point out how much she's putting herself out for. ]
dw please give me notifs
[ it's said quietly, and they look at hilda more directly this time. ]
I know, it isn't fair. I shouldn't be putting this responsibility onto you or anyone else. There's no amount of apologies I can offer you that will make up for this request.
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But the risk if it's real is too much, and she's lost fights, she's not an idealist. Sometimes, you have to act and it's not pretty. That doesn't make her strong—but for better or worse, she's decisive.
She knows who she'd kill for, even if she doesn't realize yet who she'd die for. ]
How long do we have?
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... and I'd rather not take the risk and see if doing it on a different day would work or not.