Fearing yourself. Fearing what you might do, or break, or ruin. Fearing what will happen if you lose control.
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For a long time, that fear controlled me completely. It kept me locked in a room for over a decade, and away from the people I loved the most. Because I was always afraid of what I would do to them—or keep doing to them.
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For a long time, that fear controlled me completely. It kept me locked in a room for over a decade, and away from the people I loved the most. Because I was always afraid of what I would do to them—or keep doing to them.
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My fear is... a bit different, I think. [ they give her a gentle look, though. ] However, I hope that you have been able to move on and find courage.
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I have.
And I hope that you'll be able to find that same spirit within yourself.
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... Thank you. You have a kind heart.
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[she pats his head again.]
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anyway, she's supporting him until he finishes with the hot choccy at least...]
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but eventually they finish. ]
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Then, I'm glad to provide it. Would you like more? The next time I visit.
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But I'd like to, if you would.
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[she beams.]
Do you think you'll be okay? Really?
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[she smiles at him, good-naturedly.]
I just know you'll have lots of people on your team taking good care of you, too. So... I'll try no to worry or bother you too much.
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I think I'm a little overbearing, if I'm being honest.