You already knew I was worked up and considering murdering someone. I even told you to put that kind of a job on me, especially if you were considering one of the kids for it. I told you to point me in the right direction, so at least I could do something helpful in this place.
So instead you leave me to my own devices to go try and murder someone else entirely and ask a kid to kill another kid?
You were acting off and reckless. You went after that guy without a proper plan or reason and got yourself killed. You seriously think you were the right guy for the job? [ he shakes his head ] I knew she wouldn't get caught.
One: I did have a plan. And it almost worked too, he just wouldn't drown.
Two: Did you ever think that maybe I was trying not to murder for most of the week, and that if my team leader had said "do this instead" I would have listened and done a good job of it?
[Shiro's overlooking his problems with authority right now, it's nbd.]
Yeah, well, I picked her because she knew what she was doing and wouldn't get caught. Bad enough I have to make someone do the dirty work for me, wasn't gonna make them pay for it with their lives.
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[He shifts from joking to more serious there.]
So. The person who killed the week I died was on Wolf's team.
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Yeah.
[ there's something guilty yet defiant in the set of his jaw ]
What about it?
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So instead you leave me to my own devices to go try and murder someone else entirely and ask a kid to kill another kid?
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Two: Did you ever think that maybe I was trying not to murder for most of the week, and that if my team leader had said "do this instead" I would have listened and done a good job of it?
[Shiro's overlooking his problems with authority right now, it's nbd.]
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[Shiro that's not the point.]
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[ and then shiro died anyway ]
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[WOW]
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Shiro is just going to sigh and rub at his face.]
Well, your team is fine at least. We've got two kills. So congrats, your part in this is done. You can rest easy now.
[He does not actually sound happy at all about that.]
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Didn't ask the first time. [ for whatever that is worth? ]
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[He wishes he had a smoke. He hasn't smoked in 15 years, and he still wants one. Instead, he just runs a hand through his hair and looks away.]
Fuck, why did you even ask her a second time? She already killed once.
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Because I knew she could, and someone had to.
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I'm still gonna have to disagree with you there. But with two kills for our team, at least she won't have to do it again.
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[ but sometimes you want your team to not die, oops ]