[ he looks at soo-won for a few moments, pensive, before he looks down at his lap. simply, ]
I am not the victim here.
[ he smiles, if sheepishly. ]
Looking back at it now, I'm rather embarrassed to admit that I... did not react appropriately, after the fact. [ sometimes, after getting betrayed, falling into a coma, and then getting betrayed again within less than a month after waking up, you completely mcfuckin lose it ] It took a human pointing out how shameless I was behaving. Countless people were dead or suffering because of me, with the problem only getting worse day by day, and yet there I was, acting like a lost child.
... I created this mess, so I must clean it up. That is only natural, isn't it? [ ... ] Such is the irony of it all, that Ares tried so hard to have me use force to impose my will on others and I finally have—against the world he hopes to create.
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I am not the victim here.
[ he smiles, if sheepishly. ]
Looking back at it now, I'm rather embarrassed to admit that I... did not react appropriately, after the fact. [ sometimes, after getting betrayed, falling into a coma, and then getting betrayed again within less than a month after waking up, you completely mcfuckin lose it ] It took a human pointing out how shameless I was behaving. Countless people were dead or suffering because of me, with the problem only getting worse day by day, and yet there I was, acting like a lost child.
... I created this mess, so I must clean it up. That is only natural, isn't it? [ ... ] Such is the irony of it all, that Ares tried so hard to have me use force to impose my will on others and I finally have—against the world he hopes to create.