It has been roughly a month since the Leaders woke up here, though that is only to my immediate knowledge. With what I suspect, we may have been here for much longer.
Yesterday, two of my memories returned to me. I know now that I worked for an anonymous help line for a year, before I transferred departments within the same company. I remember working with Subject No. 001, and that I failed. My superiors said that my support was insufficient, and therefore I should become more involved; they then said that I had gotten too involved and that it was my job as support not to interfere. One way or another, I had ruined Subject No. 001's prospects.
History repeats itself here. No matter what I do, it seems to be the wrong thingOne line in particular stands out to me: that I had to decide who I was to Subject No. 001. Here, I find myself with a similar question: who is "Fox" to the participants?
I cannot be their friend. Regardless of how amiable we may act, there is a boundary, which the previous week has made clear—although there may be no one else but Rabbit who fully understands this. However, behaving too distantly only encourages distrust. I'm aware that I'm snapping. I need to maintain my composure bette Though it feels that the other Leaders don't struggle with walking this line as much as I do, so it may be a personal failing.
Nevertheless, what Blanca told Lup may be true. Who I am and where I came from is of no importance: the only thing that should matter to the participants is if I can help them, and how useful I am to them. That might be the answer to the question.
I say that, but even then, I'm selfishly relieved that Kamiki Izumo doesn't seem to hate me, like I thought she would after what happened with Renzou Shima. It's more than I d
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Leader: Fox
Fourth Week, Day 1
It has been roughly a month since the Leaders woke up here, though that is only to my immediate knowledge. With what I suspect, we may have been here for much longer.
Yesterday, two of my memories returned to me. I know now that I worked for an anonymous help line for a year, before I transferred departments within the same company. I remember working with Subject No. 001, and that I failed. My superiors said that my support was insufficient, and therefore I should become more involved; they then said that I had gotten too involved and that it was my job as support not to interfere. One way or another, I had ruined Subject No. 001's prospects.
History repeats itself here. No matter what I do, it seems to be the wrong thingOne line in particular stands out to me: that I had to decide who I was to Subject No. 001. Here, I find myself with a similar question: who is "Fox" to the participants?I cannot be their friend. Regardless of how amiable we may act, there is a boundary, which the previous week has made clear—although there may be no one else but Rabbit who fully understands this. However, behaving too distantly only encourages distrust.
I'm aware that I'm snapping. I need to maintain my composure betteThough it feels that the other Leaders don't struggle with walking this line as much as I do, so it may be a personal failing.Nevertheless, what Blanca told Lup may be true. Who I am and where I came from is of no importance: the only thing that should matter to the participants is if I can help them, and how useful I am to them. That might be the answer to the question.
I say that, but even then, I'm selfishly relieved that Kamiki Izumo doesn't seem to hate me, like I thought she would after what happened with Renzou Shima. It's more than I d